Sometimes I feel like you died
you died and left me
in such sadness
and silence
i'm left with painted memories
and where you went wrong
and where i let you go wrong
and how i didn't help
you were sick
you were so sick
but forever by my side
and then
the black dress is put away
the veil gone
the eyes wiped dry
and i sort through the mail
and there i find it
one lie
in a tiny box
plain as day
no...
but you were sick,
it was just a small fib
you still loved so good
you loved me most
and held me up
you couldn't be responsible...
you were weak
i still loved you
until
i open the drawer
another lie
how did i miss that when i packed my bags
has that always been there?
i go to the bank
a lie you left behind
in the glove compartment
another lie
lie
upon lie
upon lie until
i can't hold my
head above and i am drowning
in anger
and red red rage
how could you?
WHO ARE YOU?
And did you really die?
i never said goodbye
did you really die?
did you just never really live
or really love