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First there was he.
And he found me.

He was there for so long that we became we.
And then he wasn't there at all.

Thankfully.

After he, I searched for him. 

I found him unexpectedly 

when I wasn't even trying to see

Him and I became a we and I was sure I'd never be 

without him again.

Until I was.

I thought him someone he wasn't.

And now you.
I can't find you.

There was he and there was him and now all I do is search for you.

You seem to be so sure. So real. 

But where are you?
You are not.
Here.

You can come find me.
I am done looking for you, as I am done with he and him before. 

I've found me
and she
is better than (all of) you.
I shouldn't need more.

why

I wanna just ask you why
I just wanna ask you

why pretend
why make those waves
make those looks
hold me?

I just wanna ask you
why?

if the plan is to walk away
then walk
why step on me as you go
I am not even on your way
I was just a way
and now I just wanna ask you
why
you went away
before I could push you

want

When I want to I hold your hand
When I want to I don’t look away
When I want to I tell you
That I want you